「 love was in the air, 3:53 PM 」

Had a really tai tai day yesterday with cass... i burnt nearly 250 in just a short 5 hrs... Hahaz...Well, wasn't exactly in a very good mood yesterday so decided to do something to pamper myself. So... after cass got her haircut, i got the stylist to bring me the color palette and i decided to dye my hair brown and to hi light it RED~ lalalalala... Me really like the new color. I've always been dyeing my hair with shades of brown. Really a bit sianz le so decided to change colors. Hahaz~
Anyway. after pampering myself at the salon, cass and i went for a good dinner at marche... ate calamari... hahah... been craving for it for quite a while. =D She met a few friends there and after that, we rushed down to esplanade. At first Yi lin asked me if i wanted to play pool with him and gerard but then cass and i felt like going Harry's more than playing pool so er... we din go. lalalalala...
Finally, we got to Harry's then i msg-ed Gerard and Yi lin to apologise cos i was da one who wanted to play pool at first. And guess wad, from messaging gerard, i discovered one thg... he's quite a sweet talker worh... so er... from a B+ grade guy, he has now fallen to B-... hahah... v innocent hor? By right sweet guys like him shld b quite well received mah... Hahaz... well, he suay la... Me now don't like sweet talkers... Me prefer shy guys. Lol...
Oh... for those who don't encourage me to drink, i didn't drink a lot larh...so dun hafta worry k? Cass and i only shared a jug of Tequila Sunrise... Let's not say drunk... i din even feel a thing. Hahaz~ Next time i shld order smthg stronger. =)

YYY
「 love was in the air, 12:26 AM 」

those of you who actually read my blog regularly, u should be pretty familiar with this song. It always reminds me of LT. Well, saw giam listening to this song today and realised that i lost this song after formatting my comp so i got it back from her. Haahhah... really quite glad to be listening to it now. Miss this song so much.
Anyway, this song now brings much less tears and heartache. Like i said(in one of the post a few mths ago), i'm recovering. Slowly but definitely without a doubt, healing. Well, healing but i still get reminded of him. Oh well, u can't simply just erase a person from ur memories yea? And... me kinda feel like msg-ing him to ask him out one of these days. Don't ask me why... i oso dunno... maybe just to see how he's changed? Or maybe i just wanna show him the new, prettier me so that he will regret ever having treated me like crap?
Oh well, one thing is sure. I will never go back to being so silly... Get treated like crap and still live with it... =)

YYY
「 love was in the air, 11:55 PM 」

This post was supposed to be on like 23 march... hahahah... anyway, mi was talking abt a ministerial forum.. here, haf fun seeing me bitch...
went for a ministerial forum today.. kinda like smthg for YP..Dr Balaji was talking about some laws and legislative rules with regards to HIV and Aids that he hope to pass by the end of this year... It was quite interesting. I got to know a lot about the Aids issue in Singapore.
Well, thats not really the main point... the main thing i'm gonna talk about is how i was treated like an idiot at that forum...I asked sm question then that very pretty lady sitting beside Dr Balaji(i'm not gonna say who) ignored me!!! And because i didn't exactly have an identity... i'm not from YP, not from Women's Wing, not from some association also... so i only told Dr Balaji my name and gave my views... The next thing i heard after my question was answered --> " All people who are asking questions and giving their views, please state your name and the association you come from" WTF!!! That was so obviously targeted at me... Just because i'm a young girl who don't belong to any association, i have no right to speak?
Sighz... i agree that i might have been overly sensitive. That question could have been to the whole audience... But then i can't help it but feel that i was not welcomed... Other than Dr Balaji, i din feel as if anyone else was listening to me. Just because i'm only 20 and i was dressed in a baggy sweater and jeans, i was not treated as someone who can give good opinions... and i though the government wanted to "hear the views of the younger singaporeans"? SO FAKE!!! Oh well, after that, i actually realised that politicians are really very different from what they seem on tv and papers and even on interviews... Look at the way that pretty lady ignored me... Usually she seems like the kindest person on earth.. and when i was dere at the forum, i saw a different side of her. I saw how she defended the women who asked stupid questions just because they are from the association she heads. I also saw how she repeatedly shoot Dr Balaji with questions not related to the topic we were discussing... I also saw how she liked to pressurized Dr Balaji and try very hard to make him look dumb. What's wrong with her? I thought politicians are supposed to work together? If say for example, Dr Balaji was raising up an issue that was useless and stupid, i would have shot him down too... But i thought that Dr Balaji did a great job...He did his homework. He knew what he was talking about. He had plans that were well developed. So why shoot him down?

YYY
「 love was in the air, 1:15 AM 」

Damnit... i teared bcos of him again... sighz... when will this ever stop?

YYY
「 love was in the air, 1:13 AM 」

thinking about him again. Yeap, after 4 months of running away, i still think of him... not very surprising yea? I have always been known to have quite a good memory... but... i din know it would be THIS good. Anyway, when i said he's out of my life, i simply mean that i dun cry when i think of him... now i just feel stupid... no longer stupid AND sad... so i dun cry when i think of him anymore... What is left is just that tiny tiny achy feeling at the bottom of my heart when someone/something reminds me of him...Well, hope to get rid of this teeny weeny feeling too... Wish me luck =)

YYY
「 love was in the air, 11:33 PM 」

watching one tree hill right now... used to think its somethg really lame but after watching it last week, i totally changed my mind.. hahahh~ it's really cool...
anyway. sharon mdm gave me an instruction to update my blog so here i am.. hahah~ oh well, i've been having lotsa fun lately...work's been really great... i've met a couple of irritating people.. but oh well, expected la...so far, nuttin much that is unexpected...my colleagues haf ben great too... i found a person who shares my passion for rum n raisins ice cream, another who shares my passion for naruto and a really darling girl who is now half a sister to me.. hahah~ i bet u guys r jealous right? =P
But den, i haf a bad premonition abt it leh... i dunno why... but when things start going too well for me, i start worrying... i start thinking that smthg will go wrong, really wrong... oh well, thats just me lar.. haiz... lets just keep my fingers crossed and hope that nothing will go wrong... =)

YYY